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[aimeekitty]

mitch bought me some irises yesterday... they werent fully opened...

now they are blooming, in a way it makes me hopefull. things will keep going.

in another way though, it's a bit depressing.
they were doomed before they even bloomed. they'll give me pleasure and peace for a few days at most.

I'm worried about my parents.
I'm worried about flying on Thursday evening to go see them.
there are military bases in Charleston area... I know the chances are low,... but what if the unthinkable happens... AGAIN? I dont know what I'd do if I lost them.
think of all the children tonight whose parents never came home for dinner.

I cant watch the tv anymore

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Such is the way of things

[xlade.livejournal.com]

*sigh* everytime something bad happens, even someone trying to cheer you up can depress you. I"ve been glued in a chair by the radio for about 10 hours now, drawing, doing schoolwork, praying.
It's sad to think that it takes a massacre like this to bring us together and put aside our differences (those who can't or don't need to be beaten upsaide the head with reality)