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my chestpain/heartburn/gurps whatever it is is back with a vengence... it seems to really hit me up when I'm ultra stressed. which is GREAT because then it feels like I have chest pain whenever I'm stressed out which only makes it worse. I'm to the point now where it's hard for me to work because I'm so worried about getting everything done, and everything else on my mind too.
just have to survive until crisso's wedding... then hopefully the stress (and the pain) will go away. If not, I guess I'll go to the doctor.
This (another picture) is coming in the mail for me next week. I hope it fits! Yes, it is a loose knit pink and white BUNNY sweater. .... I really like these Embroidered hoodies at Lucky Brand.... but all their stuff seems to much $$$ to me. (and yet I'm willing to pay for a silly bunny hoody that's pricey! Sometimes I don't understand my justification to spend a ton of money on one thing, but for something just about the same, I'll be like "that's too much! I only want to pay $5!") I think part of it is I'm often unsure about what I really can get away with wearing, and what my style is. I like so many different things. I worry about buying a great embroidered jacket or something like that, and then never wearing it because it just doesn't quite fit with my wardrobe, or I'm too scared to stick out. It's hard to think about, what in my closet, I wear all the time, and what I really WOULD wear if I owned it. If I really really wore something, even if it was pricey, would be totally worth it.
just have to survive until crisso's wedding... then hopefully the stress (and the pain) will go away. If not, I guess I'll go to the doctor.
This (another picture) is coming in the mail for me next week. I hope it fits! Yes, it is a loose knit pink and white BUNNY sweater. .... I really like these Embroidered hoodies at Lucky Brand.... but all their stuff seems to much $$$ to me. (and yet I'm willing to pay for a silly bunny hoody that's pricey! Sometimes I don't understand my justification to spend a ton of money on one thing, but for something just about the same, I'll be like "that's too much! I only want to pay $5!") I think part of it is I'm often unsure about what I really can get away with wearing, and what my style is. I like so many different things. I worry about buying a great embroidered jacket or something like that, and then never wearing it because it just doesn't quite fit with my wardrobe, or I'm too scared to stick out. It's hard to think about, what in my closet, I wear all the time, and what I really WOULD wear if I owned it. If I really really wore something, even if it was pricey, would be totally worth it.
